How I've Been Feeling...

Yesterday evening I watched, what I thought, was a VERY strange video but then when I googled the lyrics I discovered that they were actually very meaningful. they actually says the things I want to say but can’t.

So what is it that I’m having so much trouble saying? I know I’ve been posting about these guys who have been coming on to me but the truth is that I don’t want any of them. Yes it’s nice to have someone flirt with me for a change but what good does it do if I’m not interested in them? Yes I’m lonely but that doesn’t mean that I have to settle for someone who doesn’t give a damn about me b/c I’m better than that!!! I want someone who’s going to love me for me and not just my parts.

Well anyway, I don’t recommend looking up this video b/c to be honest it kinda weirded me out but as I said the lyrics have a very good message in them so yea here it is.

 

[[No Light, No Light by Florence + The Machine]]
You are the hole in my head
You are the space in my bed
You are the silence in between what I thought
And what I said
 

You are the night time fear

You are the morning when it's clear
When it's over you'll start
You're my head
You're my heart

No light, no light in your bright blue eyes

I never knew daylight could be so violent
A revelation in the light of day
You can't choose what stays and what fades away
 

And I'd do anything to make you stay

No light, no light
No light
Tell me what you want me to say
 

Through the crowd, I was crying out

And in your place there were a thousand other faces
I was disappearing in plain sight
Heaven help me, I need to make it right
 

You want a revelation,

You wanna get it right
But, it's a conversation,
I just can't have tonight
You want a revelation
Some kind of resolution
You want a revelation
 

No light, no light in your bright blue eyes

I never knew daylight could be so violent
A revelation in the light of day,
You can't choose what stays and what fades away

 

And I'd do anything to make you stay

No light, no light
No light
Tell me what you want me to say

 

Would you leave me,

If I told you what I've done?
And would you need me,
If I told you what I've become?
'cause it's so easy,
To say it to a crowd
But it's so hard, my love,
To say it to you out loud

 

No light, no light in your bright blue eyes

I never knew daylight could be so violent
A revelation in the light of day,
You can't choose what stays and what fades away

 

And I'd do anything to make you stay

No light, no light
No light
Tell me what you want me to say
 

You want a revelation,

You wanna get it right
But, it's a conversation,
I just can't have tonight
You want a revelation
Some kind of resolution
You want a revelation
 

You want a revelation,

You wanna get it right
But, it's a conversation,
I just can't have tonight
You want a revelation, some kind of resolution
Tell me what you want me to say.